bangun dari hiatus ! ^^

bangun dari hiatus, tebih tepatnya kembali dari berbagai macam kesibukan yang melanda dan melawan perasaan males ngeblog.. hahhaha.. dua minggu yang lalu terlewati dengan ujian mid semester.. dan bisa dibilang ujian kali ini cukup berkesan, saking malesnya belajar dan gangguan-gangguan dari luar berupa film-film yang menggunung dan menggoda buat ditonton, video-video variety show Korea hasil donlotan yang gak kalah bikin ngiler, sampe ajakan-ajakan buat jeng-jeng dan karaokean yang sayang banged buat ditolak.. semua jadi campur aduk dan bikin gw agak gak konsen, alhasil ujian kali ini agak sedikit gak sukses karena ngapalin materi sebanyak apapun yang masuk dan muter-muter di kepala malah lagu 'gee gee gee gee baby baby baby~'-nya Soshi sampe ke gerakan-gerakan dance-nya.. PARAH!

meskipun ujian udah selesai, gak berarti gw udah longgar dan bisa berleha-leha.. tugas Agama, Komputer Grafik, dan RPL Lanjut masih menunggu.. belum lagi proposal Fasilkom Visitrip yang belom sempet dipelajari.. dan masih banyak hal lain yang mengganjal..

okey, daripada bahas yang bikin pusing mending kita bahas yang laen.. pagi ini gw gak sengaja nemu link buat donlot video performance-nya SNSD yang judulnya Dear Mom.. lagu ini emang touching banged, sebuah ungkapan perasaan seorang anak buat ibunya.. pertama kali denger dulu udah langsung seneng, dan pas abis donlot muter video ini gak tau kenapa gw nangis ngikutin lagunya sambil baca translate-an liriknya.. this song is so meaningful! gak heran Tiffany sempet agak down waktu rekaman lagu ini, bener-bener lagu yang bikin hati tercabik-cabik.. halah! yea.. buktinya gw nangis pas dengerin lagu ini.. jadi gw bakal share translate-nya.. lagunya silahkan donlot sendiri dan cari di google.. haha..

Dear. Mom


For some reason, today feels so difficult and exhausting
I hold my pillow closer as I sit alone in my room
I fidget with my phone as my heart
For some reason feels empty today
The suddenly ringing phone surprises me
I hear your voice, asking me if I ate today
Although at times, they annoyed me, today those words feel different
And all the forgotten promises I've made come flooding back to me


I will become a warm hearted person
I will become a person that puts others first
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
The person who I share my dreams with
The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom


Although at times, I hurt you because of my wrong decisions
You quietly watched over me from afar
Although I'm still a young and clumsy child
I think I understand now
The meaning of your silent prayers


I will become a warm hearted person
I will become a person that puts others first
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
The person who I share my dreams with
The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom


What should I do? My heart is still so small
If I let go of your hand, I'm not sure if I can make it without you
I don't think I'm ready yet
And I'm scared


I will become a wise daughter
Give me courage
No matter where I go, I will be a daughter you can be proud of
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
With all the love that you have shown me
I will have a warm heart
I was too shy to express this to you clearly
Mom, I truly love you

bagian yang gw bold dan italic adalah bagian yang menurut gw paling menyentuh.. sure, i'm not sure if i can make everything without her.. i don't think that i'm ready yet to let go of her hand.. i just can't live without her, and i want to say eomma jeongmalroh saranghaeyo.. :)